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--Kiss the sun
and let the moon be angry
catch your dreams and keep them
with your fireflies
Leaps and bounds
above the living grounds
are clouds that keep your stars
away from you
CigarettesThey say that smoking kills
but people do too
I got spirit
and the spirits do too
Ooo kill 'em
ooo but they're already dead
Stop saying stop saying it's all in my head
Ooo kill 'em
ooo you think I've lost my mind
So I guess you were lying
When you said you'd always be mine
Stop being smoke in my lungs
you're choking me up
but even when you leave
I feel like throwing up
ProblematicProblems are problems, I must fix them myself.
I cannot believe this is how you felt.
My euphoric personality is starting to drain.
Over the hills and through the rain.
I always thought I could stay strong
but it seems that I'm
the weaker of the two.
I seem to be systematically
pushing you away.
Maybe that's how
I'll save you today.
I am one of your problems,
I will fix myself for you.
Just please give me another day,
And as the strikes move up to three,
I can only hope you'll stick it through with me.
Confessions We are so pointless, like writing the names of stars upon the Earths crust. We're pungent, disgusting creatures that make death pale in comparison to what is growing in the ever thickening imagination of humanity. Though we say humanity is what is best in things, but oftentimes in brings out the worse in all.
I think I need to stop falling in love with people that can't be real to me because oftentimes I am not a real person to them. I have fallen in love many times, but not the love you think of as written in most fairy tales. I have fallen in love with people that I want to spend the rest of my life with, but not through marriage, but through friendship. Countless are those I would die for and countless are those who want me to die.
Fragile like eggshells are her bones, since she has always been supported with crutches through her entire life, never trusted to be let alone for a moment. Fragile is her soul, since
misunderstanding the unspokenLover Boy hands you a gun
a .42 with a star on the hilt
and says if you don't love me shoot me through the heart
I've had enough with this game you're playing
I think that love isn't about what people will do for you
but what you will do
I say and
I say that
I have not led you on
And does that gun
have a bullet for my chest
because I never felt I needed to say
I haven't loved like that
But do you really need confirmation
Or will your hopes keep flying higher
as my thoughts keep going deeper to the dark
honestyI'm nothing anyone should look up to
I'm not an inspiration
to the one I want to inspire
who is the girl who inspires me.
It's simpleTo be honest,
I just want to know who you have fallen in love with
because it's really hard.
I want to know because whoever it is
must be really special
because you are special too.
If you have fallen in love with this person
the way I have fallen for you
they must be truly amazing.
Happy Father's DayFather
how I miss you
but I don't know why.
Though I try
the present will have no effect
on my past
and I looked weak
in your eyes
Then I tried
and I failed
and died some more inside
I loved art
I loved others
I loved you
I tried hard to make you love me too
You loved your wife
you loved my brother
but you never loved
So the artwork stopped
my smiles too
I tried anything and everything at all
Isn't it funny how I always dote others now
even though I yet still always get frowns
I still kid myself by saying that
I still care for you
This is a little late
that's always up to debate
but I guess you can't read this anyways
How to be Populardon’t talk
go to parties
listen to friends
go with the flow
drink some more
don’t let them see the tears
as you cry yourself to sleep
for the most important thing
is to be popular
Panic attackIt hits me like a wave,
These thoughts of fear and regret.
They swarm all around me,
Trapping me inside my own head.
Pretty soon, I am suffocating,
Please someone save me!
My heart beat races,
As does the thoughts that pick up the pace.
Of sending me memories I've kept and buried so long inside.
They've come back to haunt me tonight.
And as soon as it came,
It was gone,
Leaving me here.
And what was left of me,
Mommy Is A Super HeroMommy Is A Super Hero
Standing before his class, he held his tiny report,
“Who is your super hero?” Was written in yellow chalk on the green board.
Exhaling his breath, the curly haired boy closed his little eyes,
“Don't be ashamed of yourself” His mother's words rung in his ears, “And don't ever cry.”
He began to read aloud, with a shaky voice.
to his class, he told his mother's story.
At age fifteen, she was a beauty queen,
the most beautiful girl in all of the world.
She flaunted her silky hair, bore her bare legs,
prided her breast. The boys treated her like she was a treasure chest.
They respected her rules, they “looked, but didn't touch”,
but there was one older man, who from her, wanted too much.
All alone he met her, he approached her in the alley,
and all his mother told him, was that this man had treated her badly.
But what the boy didn't know was that she was taken against her will,
and that two months later, she turned up ext
The sound of silenceThe sound of silence,
Is so deafening,
That it makes my ears ring,
With the cacophony of my own insanity.
Being afraid to speakThe unpleasantries of past events
Were driven by the voices of contempt
Leaving me breathless
To that effect, I was left senseless
And when I laid under the covers
As I tried to warm myself from the cold stares
I shiver, as my skin turned white
By the solace of silence
But, as I overcame their sadness
I learned to embrace the cold
Until I was able to give warmth to others
Ideationlocked in a room
with only one escape,
or so it seems.
your hands shake and you drop the key.
Suddenly you're unsure.
Do I want to pick it up?
Do I want to find it?
Do I want to leave?
you think to yourself
there's no other choice.
find the key or corrode, or rust
wear down the hinge
use sadness as the key.
You have the answer now.
Just open the door.
Just walk outside and don't look back.
Let yourself leave with no regrets.
And yet you can't.
You're afraid, you think,
but you are actually strong.
Don't run away.
Don't take that leap.
DNAyou are content
because every day
you have the opportunity to
hug both sets of your DNA.
however, i am not content.
half of me is missing
and the other half
is hardly ever here.
I am sorry (for not leaving soon enough)Hey there, my beauty, I'm sorry, but it's time for us to part ways.
I love you, so dearly, but darling, you are growing more distant every day..
Or is it I?
I love you, the way you love your prince, okay?
Hey now, I'm sorry, but really, there is no way for you to love me like I love you.
Wait now, please don't cry, I'm broken, but you are strong and you are mighty, more than I can be for you.
I'm worth the dirt on the bottom of your worn shoes, old from your wonderful travels.
you are an uncut diamond, but I still manage to get under your skin.
You are my sun, with your ferocious personality,
you are my stars, shining bright against the dark,
you are my moon hanging low above the sea..
it's just that you're just worth so much to me..
And I can't bear the fact that if I stick around any longer that I will eventually hurt you,
and therefore hurting me.
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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