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Unintitledim almost fourteen years oldUnintitled by nitromee
i want to be a scientist when i grow up
i like drawing and writing
reading is my favourite past time
my favourite colour is purple
i tend to repeat things over and over again
but it isnt my fault
i always had the same things repeated to me
through my life
often demeaning my gender
because i was thought to be weak
though my supposed only purpose is one of the hardest
i keep wondering if i was a boy i would really make a difference
but because im a girl, im told i cant
im just silly
to be honest i am not the most athletic of girls
i prefer to sit instead of run
for my back tends to hurt all the time
i am often told that i am lazy because of this
even though i cant play the same sports as boys
even though i dont often play the same rough games
i do like to join in on a nice day
but i do not know the rules, since i was never taught
and i can never really be part of the team, because im just a little different in anatomy
im just not the
--i make myself sick sometimes-- by nitromee
because im always aware that i can do so much more than this
but i decide to sit around and decay
i think if i had more influence, maybe i would do more?
maybe be a better person to everyone
the maybe is what gets me, though
it means i don't really want to do it
because it means getting up and really working
even now im procrastinating on something that can effect my entire life
but instead im writing this
but maybe ill finish it later
--to be honest i don't know what i was expecting from life-- by nitromee
i mean there's no one who really wants me here
i have a lot of people who i call friends
but in the end they won't care
they all just don't care
personally, i couldn't care more about anything
rhymes and lies are the same now really
i just want to be really loved, the way i love others
all my mind thinks about are words that are said
and nothing that people think's important
i can't remember if i've truly smiled lately
why create life to be complicated if it will never enjoy it
Don't Try to Convert Me (Please)I'm undecided, afraid to jump into the lakeDon't Try to Convert Me (Please) by lidsworth
that forces me to take a side,
to pick a faith.
I renounce the idea of a Being who allows disaster,
who lets the poor suffer,
and sheds millions to pastors.
So please, get that bible out of my face.
Stop trying to “rescue” me from hell,
before it is suddenly too late.
Is it love or hate you're trying to convey?
Because you curse me to hell,
whenever I turn away.
I'm suddenly stupid because I don't conform to your views,
I'm suddenly a “heathen”
because I refuse to believe what you do.
No! I’m not queer, I just don't understand
what's so bad about
a man loving a man.
Like I said earlier, get that bible out of my face,
are you trying to convert me?
Or scare me away?
I'm undecided, not a devil worshiper,
I’m just trying to find who I am,
you're making me struggle more.
Get away from me, you're the bad ones!
Calling me evil, turning me “Christian”
When I have no desire to be one!
I suppose your god